For the sword outwears its sheath,
And the soul wears out the breast,
And the heart must pause to breathe,
And love itself have rest.
Lord Byron
, So, we’ll go no more a roving
All these books in my library — lives lived
out, words spent, atria emptied of their
blood. I see them and realise that I do not
have much time. But, like all the rest, I am
bound in webs of responsibility and class
and aspiration. A small cottage by the beach
with a well-stocked library and a fire in the
hearth where we could spend our evenings
before the dark descends. And, perhaps,
there is where I’ll have the time to ponder over
the mysteries of the Sufis. Why do the stars
call me so? Why does the sea, why do old
houses, and old books, and saudade call me so?
The dreams of another life… almost
forgotten… breaking on the shores of my
heart, and I… I frantic, searching among the
ruins and the driftwood for a compass to guide
me home. Home? The place I yearn for when I
hear someone playing A minor softly, clear as
a bell, through the sweet, sad sounds of static
on old radios. In a short time, this will be a
long, long time ago…